Well, I am simply me! I don't pretend to be someone I am not. I love helping people even in the smallest bit. . I'm human. I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I love writing, reading, listening to music, painting, observing nature, photography, watching movies and friends, spending time with friends and so much more. Last but not the least "Be young, be crazy, be a dreamer, be happy; be yourself!"
Sitting in a corner,
whispering and wondering;
alone in a busy world,
thinking and dreaming.
Thinking of a day
when everybody will be one;
Wondering of a day
when I won’t be alone.
Sitting in a corner,
Whispering and wondering;
Deeper then seas,
mysterious then mysteries,
Thinking of things never thought before…
Confusing these things,
Confused I am,
What I am…
I wonder I wonder…
“Friends are like walls; sometimes you lean on them and sometimes it’s just enough to know that they’re there”
He’s whimpering, standing on his two hind legs, forearms stretched upwards. As I drop my bag on the couch, I can’t resist his eyes – how the chocolate brown melts in the streaks of sunlight. The fur – smooth, black strands growing longer day-by-day. My smile can’t be obscured as I give my good pal a great big hug. I hear the whimpering come to an end as I catch a glimpse of his snow-white teeth displayed upon his cute little smile.
My little pet puppy – the bestest friend anyone could need. Whenever I’m feeling blue, he cuddles to me as if trying to tell me that he feels the same emotions as me. Whenever I have some problem, my pup listens so intently to what I’m saying that anyone could even think he understands, and who knows maybe there’s a slight chance that Puffle does understand. He’s such an attentive pup – I mean – you’d find barely any human with the qualities he does.
First by talking to him once, you’d get all the answers, endless and the lasting comfort you ever needed. If only I could talk to him every second of the day: in school, while sleeping, and during vacations – it would be a miracle. I can’t forget Puffle no matter how hard I might try.
Puffle and I play catch every day. Tug-of-War is another favorite. I eat cereal while Puffle eats dog food. We watch TV often and visit friends.
Even someone inhuman who doesn’t speak the same language as you or have the same habits as you, then can turn out to be your best friend when you least expected it.
I am not perfect and I love the way I am but, as always, there are some negative points that I would like to remove from my life remembering that there are many other strengths that I have.
The things I would like to change are:
- I have to build up my confidence level.
- I need to stop having fear of the unknown.
- I hate to stop being short tempered.
- I need to understand that I need to compromise some or the other time in life. It might also be for the thing you want the most.
- Learn how to let go of problems and also of things as I stick to things for really long.
- Not to get distracted off what I really want because of things that don’t matter.
- Have a positive attitude towards everything in life as everything happens for a reason.
- I should stand up for what I believe in and don’t let anyone else affect it unless and until they are completely right and have a point.
It is going to be a tough job to change myself into someone who has all the points as above. Right now I am someone who is almost the opposite of the person who will be there when the points above will be implemented. Having this change in me, for me, would mean creating a whole new Riks which I am sure is tough but NOT impossible! :)
Sometimes when I am just sitting by the window and observing the nature, there is this voice that comes from somewhere and tells me to forgot all the work you have for once in a while and think about things that have made a difference in my life and it will surely make me smile! I thought this is crazy. But the next time when I sat near my window I actually thought about the small little things that made a difference and believe me, they may be as small as a fraction of second but they do get the biggest smile on your face! :)