Moments of my Life

Long distance (by ~A.n.a~)

Long distance (by ~A.n.a~)

“This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up becuase if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.”
— Marilyn Monroe
And I wonder…

Sitting in a corner,
whispering and wondering;

alone in a busy world,
thinking and dreaming.

Thinking of a day
when everybody will be one;

Wondering of a day
when I won’t be alone.

Sitting in a corner,
Whispering and wondering;

Deeper then seas,
mysterious then mysteries,

Thinking of things never thought before…

Confusing these things,
Confused I am,
What I am…
I wonder I wonder…

My Inhuman Friend

“Friends are like walls; sometimes you lean on them and sometimes it’s just enough to know that they’re there”


He’s whimpering, standing on his two hind legs, forearms stretched upwards. As I drop my bag on the couch, I can’t resist his eyes – how the chocolate brown melts in the streaks of sunlight. The fur – smooth, black strands growing longer day-by-day. My smile can’t be obscured as I give my good pal a great big hug. I hear the whimpering come to an end as I catch a glimpse of his snow-white teeth displayed upon his cute little smile.

My little pet puppy – the bestest friend anyone could need. Whenever I’m feeling blue, he cuddles to me as if trying to tell me that he feels the same emotions as me. Whenever I have some problem, my pup listens so intently to what I’m saying that anyone could even think he understands, and who knows maybe there’s a slight chance that Puffle does understand. He’s such an attentive pup – I mean – you’d find barely any human with the qualities he does.

First by talking to him once, you’d get all the answers, endless and the lasting comfort you ever needed. If only I could talk to him every second of the day: in school, while sleeping, and during vacations – it would be a miracle. I can’t forget Puffle no matter how hard I might try.

Puffle and I play catch every day. Tug-of-War is another favorite. I eat cereal while Puffle eats dog food. We watch TV often and visit friends.

Even someone inhuman who doesn’t speak the same language as you or have the same habits as you, then can turn out to be your best friend when you least expected it. 

Stormy clouds sometimes loom threatingly over our lives. The night seems too long to end. But the bad times always end. The sun comes out again and shines brighter than ever before.

Stormy clouds sometimes loom threatingly over our lives. The night seems too long to end. But the bad times always end. The sun comes out again and shines brighter than ever before.

Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else! :)

Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else! :)

Things I would like to change in myself..

I am not perfect and I love the way I am but, as always, there are some negative points that I would like to remove from my life remembering that there are many other strengths that I have.

The things I would like to change are:

  • I have to build up my confidence level.
  • I need to stop having fear of the unknown.
  • I hate to stop being short tempered.
  • I need to understand that I need to compromise some or the other time in life. It might also be for the thing you want the most.
  • Learn how to let go of problems and also of things as I stick to things for really long.
  • Not to get distracted off what I really want because of things that don’t matter.
  • Have a positive attitude towards everything in life as everything happens for a reason.
  • I should stand up for what I believe in and don’t let anyone else affect it unless and until they are completely right and have a point.

It is going to be a tough job to change myself into someone who has all the points as above. Right now I am someone who is almost the opposite of the person who will be there when the points above will be implemented. Having this change in me, for me, would mean creating a whole new Riks which I am sure is tough but NOT impossible! :) 

Sometimes the smallest of the things make the biggest difference in our life!

Sometimes when I am just sitting by the window and observing the nature, there is this voice that comes from somewhere and tells me to forgot all the work you have for once in a while and think about things that have made a difference in my life and it will surely make me smile! I thought this is crazy. But the next time when I sat near my window I actually thought about the small little things that made a difference and believe me, they may be as small as a fraction of second but they do get the biggest smile on your face! :)